Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Pheromones

Ahh, a scent in the form of "something released in the air". But, usually picked up sub-conciously, due to the fact humans (and probably other creatures) cannot notice them conciously, but act upon them by INSTINCT.

Imagine me talking to, for example, you and i am enjoying your company, and highten the release of my "scent" (if the reader is a female. If not, imagine me as the female you desire).

But I don't know im doing it, and nor do you. However, if it matches the "scent" your sub-concious likes, then it heightens the arousal you get from my company.

This world is huge.

I love the fact that humans are so fucked up

I really think, the diversity, culture, and the fact that humans are the only things that destroy themselves, other species and ruin the ecosystem all out of their own greed. Is it not beautiful?

The diversity of every fucked up thing we do, and any of the emotions each one creates in others.

Say, for example, 9/11, one fucked up thing to do, but look at the emotions it caused humans.

HUMANS, such outstandingly emotional creatures. So complex to never understand and yet i quest to understand them.

A tear from a female you love. It breaks your heart to see her cry, but in the end it will be ok, and she will grow stronger. If it wasn't for these emotions of sadness, this world would be boring. A love to hate.

I BELIEVE that all males get a great feeling, one that is similar to - yet cannot be the exact same as - other emotions of joy, when looking at a beautiful, gorgeous, pretty female. Something about the hormones. Pictures of what I consider "beautiful women" bring such a smile to my face, even if I am never to meet them. They are beautiful creatures and I think most men just take the reasoning for granted as to why they all seek after the "hotties".

Instinct... another beautiful thing, something you do not understand, yet you cannot keep from happening.

The One.

I wish to find the woman, the one that I can give all my effort and energy to, one love making session where she actually deserves everything I could give. The beauty of sex, the absolute beauty of effort, the looks, the feelings, the touch of a males hands running down the back of a females for absolutely hours on end as if there was no morning to the night.

As if it could last forever, no need to rush anything. As if the sex could last, by not even taking place. We could just lay there and I could give her every-fucking-thing she could ever "mentally-stimulatingly"(not a word) desire and deserve.

Imagine being blown away so much by not just the sheer greatness of the sex due to it's physical feel, but due to the every mental desire of yours being filled. Would this, mixed with my mentality, not result in her wanting, needing, and enjoying me forever?

I have spent the past year and - before being single- the last several years of my life thinking of just everything relating to human interaction, the minds of females, the diversity of feelings and emotions involved in sex.

One problem; I am yet to meet a female who is everything I want, everything I need, and everything that deserves me. And if so, do I deserve her?

I honestly believe I will have to settle for second best. I am not sure if there is anyone like me, anyone in this giant world who will fit my mental requirements. But for the sake of optimism, "I WILL FIND HER!"

You say to me, "You're only 20"... as if I have till I'm 90 to find that girl. Even if i live that long, I would only have ~10 years to spend with her.

If she is out there, I need her ASAP and she needs me ASAP. For what is the use of living the life alone, when it is proven the point of life, the instinct, is to find a life partner and live in complete happiness and harmony together.
You are as smart as you think you are, as long as ignorance is not involved.

Mind Sex

Oh if only my mind could have sex with itself.

It is possible, if the definition of sex was to broaden, I could get it to happen during a meditation.
If sex didn't mean intercourse in a physical manner and fornication resulting in the actions required to pro-create.
If it was to do with simply a mental stimulation of a natural kind that reaches and ecstasy or ethereal high. A utopia.

Sex should always include a utopia in both parties minds. Alas, pornography and dim witted men have ruined it. Oh, and promiscuous women.